Comments on: Quitting Meth IS Possible

By: Shaunsreallove4ever0208

Shaunsreallove4ever0208 — Thu, 15 Dec 2011 05:33:00 +0000

It is possible I did it!! after 6 years of heavily using it!!

By: Angelzeyez9682

Angelzeyez9682 — Thu, 10 Nov 2011 07:44:00 +0000

I am 29 years old married with four kids. I met my husband 7 years ago. I had a lil girl and so did he . We both had an addiction to meth and still do. The only time we have ever quit is when I was pregnant twice. My family doesn’t know well one sister does but hell she does the crap to. My mom and other sister haave no clue or they pretend not to knowim notsure wich one. This drug rules our live . We spend over 300 a week on it. Now don’t think I am an awful mother because I am not . My kids have no clue and I hope they never will. And they are all spoiled rotten and not mistreated in any way. They mean the world to me and they are why I cry every night. Why I can’t look aat myself in the mirror. Please somone tell me how I no we can quit together. We love each other very much would never even think about splitting up. He works very hard and supports his family. But also supports our habit. We do this drug every single day. We sleep we eat we do normal fanily things but the the dope is always there with us no matter what. I am disgusted with myself. Help me please and tell me how can I do this . I don’t even want to get up in the morning without it. How will I take care of my family. How can I make myself get up and act normal when I can’t even open my eyes. Its not like I can go off to rehab and leave my babies that is out of the question. Tell me what I can do to help myself please .

By: Sarasue30

Sarasue30 — Tue, 20 Sep 2011 04:07:00 +0000

this site is wonderful. I am so lost so ashamed so hooked. I am a wife mother a hard worker and used to be full of natural energy. A friend asked if i wanted to try something….sure why not. I remember thinking i found my best friend. I dont do alot but I do it way to much. I lost a tons of weight…size 8 to size 3. I do it cause I cope instead of handle life when not on it i am just tired and that wasnt even me before. What do i do. Dont be mean..dont be the way I was before I even tried it. i got a degree to save everyone now i have done it and cant even save myself.

By: Sloe

Sloe — Mon, 19 Sep 2011 02:00:00 +0000

I commend you for your honesty. You have to be honest with yourself to move/push forward. The second that you lie to yourself, you will lie to others. be strong your not psycho… you know right from wrong… so, do the right thing. Fight for you. Believe in you.

By: Morenoxochitl84

Morenoxochitl84 — Wed, 27 Jul 2011 21:13:00 +0000

I am realy happy for u,i wish only my sons father would want to quiet

By: josie

josie — Sun, 26 Jun 2011 05:56:00 +0000

I have never commented on anyones writing and I want to say is that you have given me hope I have been taking this drugs for 6 months now and I didn’t even notice that time had gone by me now I want it to be over I want to quit I don’t want to wait till its do late. I want to quit now I feel sick to my stomach, I feel scared, and depressed I wonder if I can ever be normal again. But you give me hope that soon all this will go away.

By: GODsrevelation1

GODsrevelation1 — Tue, 21 Jun 2011 03:34:00 +0000

It IS NOT TRASH. YOU TRANSFORM UNDER IT TO BECOME GOD YOU IGNORANT FUCK. MY KIDS LOVE IT. WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO SAY THE HOLY ICE IS BAD!!!!

By: Minion415

Minion415 — Tue, 21 Jun 2011 01:59:00 +0000

I was introduced to meth for the first time at age 20, and I was instantly hooked. I loved being on it, selling it, partying for days. It was all good, until you know, it wasn’t. You don’t always see life degrading around you until you’re pretty far gone. I went through all the usual attempts to quit and cleanse myself, but when you know literally dozens and dozens of people just like you – people you see at parties, people on the street, people with whom you work, live – it’s always going to be a losing battle. I went down about as low as I’d care to go. Occasionally homeless, walking the streets at night with no destination. Staying up in motels for weeks on end, hiding from everything. We were all living in our own dark, secluded prisons toward the my final days in that society.

The truth for me was that my will was straight up mighty, but it can only prevent me from going after the drug. I’d quit and quit, and relapse every time. Resisting it when it’s in front of you is an entirely different challenge, and one I believe very few people manage.

I’ve been entirely off that trash since 2004. In fact, I don’t care for any drugs, period. I’m confident that I could stand with pure ice in front of me and refuse to touch it, but it’s certainly a long road, and you can not step off the path.

For those of you that still struggle with it, you’ve got to believe in your strength and purpose, and know that you can push yourself away from this life and become the person you truly want to be. Don’t stop trying. Go to the friends and family that will support you and help you to clean yourself and become a better person. There is always light ahead.

By: JustAnother Soul

JustAnother Soul — Tue, 31 May 2011 10:43:00 +0000

You are strong , After all you have been through in life how can u let a Drug take control of every aspect of your life. Wake up look in the mirror ,is that you staring back at yourself or is it someone you hardly know ,never seen ?
Life is hard i agree , i 2 have made choices in my life that would have wrecked it if not for the tiny voice deep down inside of me that screamed out at the woman i once was.
Your lil girl need’s her mother .
METH has taken everything from you Please for the love of that tiny part of you living in this world today,Don’t let Meth take ever happy mommy moment,every mothers day,every bump that needs a kiss and every HAPPY birthday from ur lil girl.
I know its hard but
YOU CONTROL THE DRUG.THE DRUG DOESN’T CONTROL YOU!!!!

By: JustAnother Soul

JustAnother Soul — Tue, 31 May 2011 10:28:00 +0000

I to was an abuser of the substance , I also quit COLD TURKEY after a year and a half .I know seems like a short time on it to be patting myself on the back for quitting .But hear me out ,My next door neighbor was 36 and myself 19,He was an addict and on his 36th birthday we met for the first time since i had lived on my street (1988).And like a fly to a shinny light i was sucked into the game.I was taught so much within the first 2 months that i could make,sell,and trade the drug .Before long the drug store down the road (and the state over)thought my whole family had sinus issues.I quickly jumped from 1g to an 8ball a day for the low low price of 20$(plus gas) .Now not only was it effective it was cheaper than a jay, so it was more tempting.
After running from nothing in the woods(many times),hiding a friends car in my barn from a dealer,being left to spend the night with people i didn’t know(many times) and watching people i once cared for be put in cuffs (many many times),Setting inside my home with the lights out bc i heard voices. Finally one day Something snapped inside me and i left my neighbor standing in his drive way with his mouth wide open watching me walk home (turning down meth) to go to bed.
The real kicker for me was when my neighbor ,whom has 2 kids he has not seen since they were born,(by choice), had no lights hooked to his home ,ate from a garden bc he had no job, used a needle that he hadn’t changed since he had started 20 years before,and robbed from the neighbor hood at 2am to make more shake,Looked at me with a big toothless grin and said,”you’ll be just like me,You’re going to be as addicted as i am.”
My response ,I threw the bag at his feet .Walked away and told him as i slammed the door ,”no i will not ,I will NOT be like u. I am better than all of this .I control the drug ,the drug doesn’t control me!”.
I am proud to say i went home that night and i haven’t been back down that street.I didn’t wake up in a cold sweat , no craving the drug the next morning,and no with drawls what so ever.When i awoke the next morning i felt as tho i had been asleep for a year and it was all a bad dream.I truly thank god for sending me the sign i needed to pull myself up and out of what could have been the rest of my life.
If i can see what METH really is and walk away ,Have faith you are stronger than you tell yourself you can do it to. You control the Drug !!!!