I love METH, it just doesnt love me back
These excerpts were taken from the blog of twistedirish; these are things that stood out so strongly to me. I thought I would share…
Today was a rough day, I sit in my prestine office, surrounded by all of the work related items and METH still calls me. For people like me……. You can take the meth out of our bodies however, you cant take the meth out of our minds.
I dont chose to be sober, I MUST……….. Because I can not control my addiction. I cant simply get trashed saturday and be ok monday. For me, days become weeks, weeks become months and months end up years later and I have nothing to show for it but scar tissue…
I just know that I love METH, it just doesnt love me back. It steals from me, makes me hurt, makes me hurt people and brings out the monster that lives with in my mind.
I am an addict, my addiction is meth, I will never be cured but I dont have to use today to get to tommorrow. I am not willing to sacrifice my self for my addiction. My addiction must become a driving force to remain sober if I am to survive.
Please stop by his blog if you would like to read more about his journey to recovery.
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